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Screaming Inside by ~brujaslight:iconbrujaslight:

Categories Traditional Art > Street Art

©2006-2009 ~brujaslight
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Recently I've been doing some heavy duty cleansing. Mentally, spiritually, emotionally, and physically I feel like a new person. I fell great, but there's still that little bit of conflict that still bothers most people in the world. LOVE

LOVE can inspire, and at the same time cause extreme pain. I've recently come to conclusion that real LOVE doesn't really exist anymore. It seem like a fantasy that only exist in TV, movies, fairy tales, and love songs, but yet I still hope that someday I will find my prince charming. For most part love seem to be an irrational emotion that cause people to do irrational things.

I've recently fallen into a very complicated love situation. On one side I have the inspiration of my life who has keep me going for the past lonely months. Handsome, artistic, full of spunk, competitive, and just an amazing individual. On the other side a familiar figure of my past (Nice guy, but we have history together) Both of them are at a very fragile state in my life, but yet I cherish them dearly. One of them I know for sure wants me in his life, the other gives me so many mixed signals I just don't try to read to much into it. While at the same time finally resolving a legally bonded situation that's been lingering for 2 years now. At the moment I'm just trying to straighten things out in my mind, or just simply numb my emotions out. I clearly illustrate this out.

1. The character that is screaming is my little tag signature (dead smiley face) Represent how I fell inside right now when it comes to this subject matter.

2. Coming out of his mouth is a bullet that is going through a flying heart label Amor (meaning Love in Spanish) with a toxic sing bellow it. It's wings have been blown apart, and it's shield have been broken. Meaning I'm emotionally torn, broken up, and just simply destroyed inside when it comes to LOVE.

3. There are two cracked bottles. One of them is my inspiration which is sealed up because we've come to agreement that friendship is best for us, and the other one is my pastly figure which I already know what's inside that's why the bottle is opened.

4. Last and not least the grim reaper with his ultimate weapons. Just waiting for me to crash and burn. I'm stronger now, and just because he's lingering over my head I won't let him win.

Until next time kids...this piece has been another emotional mural...And now the weather

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*canti550 May 7, 2006, 12:16:49 PM
ooooooooooooooooooh!
super cool!
love the art style you use in this!

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~brujaslight May 7, 2006, 1:21:32 PM
thanks :)

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~Tifa21uk May 8, 2006, 4:54:43 AM
^_^ I've always thought that true love doesn't exist.. and i think maybe i'm right, at least not in this day and age anyways, everyones thoughts are directed at other things such as money and health.. but i am human, like everyone else in the world. when your in a situation, you can't really get the full story, it usually takes an outside view to tell us what is really going on i.e. 'you can't see the picture when your inside the frame' so no one can sit and say that love isn't real, because not one of us can truely ever know.. then again, even that could be wrong =D theres one thing i think i do know though... when i think of true love, i don't think about the love between a man and woman, although its something that is nice. no, i think about the love between a mother and her child... cause honestly even if they don't get on, theres a love between mother and child that just can't be broken in my view..

lol, a friend of mine said to me awhile ago 'things just are what they are, theres no sense thinking over them'.. maybe hes right?? maybe we're just mulling over things and not actually letting them be? i think you've come a really far way, you've got to a point were you're not really thinking too hard about things, and just letting them happen, but your also thinking about them at the same time, and watching out for yourself... LOL if that makes ANY sense... :/ i just think that you've gotten to strong place, and it may take alot of work to stay there, but you've got your friends to help you ^_^ i know i'm always hear if ya need to chat ^_~

Lv Tifa

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~brujaslight May 8, 2006, 6:03:45 AM
Thanks tifa. I'm glad that I'm not alone in my way of thinking. Have an awesome weekend. Later

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~Tifa21uk May 8, 2006, 6:25:47 AM
weekend? but its monday :/ lol! i will anyways :rofl: you do too! :hug:

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Lv Tifa ^_~
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~brujaslight May 8, 2006, 7:10:23 AM
sorry it's monday morning. I'm not fully awake yet. Happy week, and weekend lol

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Any surface can become a gesture of the human imagination
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*canti550 May 8, 2006, 3:50:50 PM
yer welcum

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if you lurv me youll make me fanart!!
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*KomicKat May 8, 2006, 9:12:22 PM
Nice work. It's amazing that you can open your self up and reveal so much in your art. :) I've wanted to ask this for a while, do you preplan your pictures or do they just flow and you kinda direct the flow? They all have a kinda fluid feeling in them:)

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~brujaslight May 9, 2006, 1:25:43 AM
I pretty much come up with a basic idea, and then I take it from there. For example the original basic idea on this on was the character screamin, and then the bullet shooting through the hear. Once I thumbnail the basic Idea and make it a little bit clearer then I start thinking of what else can be associated with the main inspiration. I sketch out the rest with some basic principles of desing... throw it in the oven on medium high for 30 min, and "BANG" instant drawing.

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